Long days, restful days and banking
days. These are the sort of days I have
had since my last post. The long day was
last Sunday that saw this chap work a 13 ½ day consisting of 13 hours of
shopping. It was a long day and at the
end of it this chap was exhausted and ached in more places then he knew he
had. Thankfully I was not in the
following day and do not go back to work until Thursday.
The last couple of days have been restful,
working on the My Learning centre and trying to sort out money issues. Well up until today things have been going
reasonably well. I had worked out that I
was just about going to make it to next payday that was until I logged into my
bank account. Thanks to so very hefty
bank charges that were levied earlier than usual I now have no money until
payday! This is the first time I have
ever run out of money in my life and it does not feel good. I have tried talking to the bank but to
little avail but I tried nonetheless.
I am feeling very embarrassed and ashamed
of myself for being in this situation and very angry. I am unsure what or how to get through the
next few weeks and at present feel very scared.
I need to clear my head and tomorrow broaden my hunt for a job with
increased hours fore sure. In the mean time I need
to work as hard and long as I can so I can dig myself out of this mess as
quickly as possible.
It was stupid and irresponsible of me to
get in this mess and it has taken another hard lesson to wake me up. 2014 is turning out to be the year of hard
lessons for this chap, lessons I should have learnt a long time ago. Equally this year has seen me make some very special friends and work with an amazing bunch of people. Those positives and my newly found level of confidence will hopefully stop me from slipping backwards.
Time to catch up with Arthur Dent and think
over what I am going to do tomorrow.
Until the next time take care.
Si x
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