The diary of a cheeky chap: Only half the story!

I think I might have made a huge mistake yesterday in deciding not to go for the Team Leader role. I am going to stick with my original decision for now but have it in the back of my mind that a good talking too by someone might make me change my mind! This is the difference a night’s sleep and another day at work where I got stuck in thanks to circumstances, ie. short staffed.

I rolled up my sleeves which was a feat as I have short sleeved shirts and got suck into being a general assistant or GA as they are commonly know as. Not that they are a common bunch, heavens no just a bit tarty……..!!!!!! Probably why I felt at home doing the job. It is physical work, a lot harder than shopping, but I did get to appreciate more about how our department works and the peeps who do the job. I cannot wait to go out with a GOL driver and I hope it is soon.

Talk about facing the next step in my new life and it being so indecisive. Here I sit with confidence over flowing and yet worried that I could end up back at square one or at least starting at a point at do not like. I told my boss only half the story when I informed him that I did not want to apply for the job. Now I am going to tell him the other half and I think that will be then I might change my mind. This taking each day at a time is very exciting stuff for sure. Yesterday I was all against it yet over lunch today I was talked around to thinking that maybe it was not such a bad idea. Don’t forget this chap is living one day at a time and taking one step at a time. Becoming a Team Leader would solve my money problems and allow me to take the next step. I am not sure at what cost though as I value my “Me” time and I said a job would not shape my life again?!!!?

Is this the first time I have the confidence to make my job fit in my life? Maybe so it is something I did not think about until today. Turning my fear and reserve around and making it a positive if I can.

I looked at this problem and I only see half the picture then in the blink of an eye I saw the other half. How do I grab both halves and piece them together? Pondering this I got out my amazing compact camera, a Sony RX100, and took some photographs during the afternoon from the time I left work. I am not going to make any apologise for the photographs. If anyone is new to this blog I am passionate about photography and I express myself and my feelings through it, I will never make any apologise for this, especially as I feel I do not offend anyone.

So bar Bagpuss I am telling only half a story for now, you will always get the naked truth from me if you ask! All you have to do is ask!